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Queenstown Remand Prison....
suffering sial!!!! was in there for ONLY 3 days.. but felt like WEEKS man!! fucked up lah.. kana arrested at geylang.. nabei.. see beh suay.. knn.. damn sian.. anyway.. four charges upon me.. very stressed.. anyway.. trying to gett off the hook with a fine.. seriously.. where ARE your bros when u need them.. happy times together.. problem times run away.. nabei.. they like umbralla.. when not raining.. they cover you with shade.. when rain.. they leave you wet and drenched alone.. inside there....
will not forget the torture.. mental torture in fact... suffered alot.. missed my wife so damn much.. shit man.. really suffer..
keep in the cell thinking.. how's my wife sia.. what she doing.. anyone bully her?? she need me to hug? she eat already? she sleep well anot? thenn most of all.. i need her..
the lock up was sick.. 10am-6pm waiting.. wtf?? but got to know three important people. =D first was ah chye.. abang rahim.. and abang roslee.. this three.. POWER lah sial!
in the prison bus to QRP(Queenstown remand prison) somebody took out something that we were craving for like hell.. CIGARETTES!!! anyways.. i didn't know HOW they smuggled in.. they gave me some and i started the fire!! woo hoo.. happy eh? now comes the suffering..
i like stupid fool cry at the reception counter in front of everyone.. they think i gay or something.. then the officer told me.. must be strong.. if they can go through this.. why can't you? i told him.. because... THEY DON'T HAVE SOMEONE THEY LOVE. HAHAHA. then the married people stare at me.. then ah chye(joo chat kuntong) and abang aim(pronounced AH-yim) said.. come on lar boy.. got us right. =D i said.. i not gay lah bro! then i requested to see my wife photo before we surrender our items.. the officer TUA me.. say cannot.. then i cry AGAIN.. then.... he take the photo for me.. and said.. may this give you the strength that you need.. i looked at our photo and returned it to him.. with a smile.. and even more tears..
we soon went to collect the prison stuffs.. toothbrush.. towel.. etc.
then inside the cell i layed down... cried.. and soon.. dinner..
next morning.. WAH! power.. cold bath in the wee hours of the morning.. FREEZE sial!!! then ate breakfast.. yeah.. bread.. and tea.. suckky... i ask got mac delivery? kana fuck upside down by officer.. hahahaha...
three days of the MOST SUFFERING moment in my life... then out of a sudden.. my prison number was called.. then i was bailed out from the subourdinate courts..
breathed a sigh of relief.. and here i am..
i gave up on my brothers..
NO MORE.
i love my wife.. forever and ever..
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