heLLooosss..
yesterday just out if the A & E(accident and emergency)
crap.. fcuking SUAY sial. knn.. my laopo bro go stab my fkin ear with her hairband(OUCH).
ya.. bleed for more then ten hrs so went to hospital.. nah. this is not the important part..
seriously.. hello.. ppl go hospital.. my laopo never pei me never mind.. still give ATTITUDE.
crap isn't it.. i'm like injured and still wanna piss me off.. hello.. have some responsiblity ma..
ppl injured at YOUR place of cos you(should) feel guilty isn't it? well.. it is chinese new year anyway.. so i understand she's busy or whatsoever.. but msg also don't have? hello let me ask whoever's reading this.. HOW LONG DOES A MSG TAKE? a few seconds from my judgement?
so seriously? whats an excuse for a msg? is it that hard for ladies to care about their boyfriends?
i don't think so right? WHY? well.. she only treats me nice when she needs me to help her with stuff. i don't know i'm her boyfriend or worker. FCUK up. seriously.. why should i bother? well i guess i'm still loving her.. but is it worth it? seriously? to love someone who doesn't give a damn? i deserve better.
she told me "hubby, i'll change for the better" three months ago.. but seems things have turned for the worse.. i'm really hurt and lost. she thinks its "FUN" to give me attitude. ladies out there.. pls la.. guys tears are not cheap. and the HEART is not cheap either. i'm going nuts.. my ear hurts.. my brain hurts(ear near the brain ma) and my heart hurts.. can someone give me a solution to this shit i'm going through? please.
i'm really lost and don't know what i'm doing.
well..
to all my brothers happy new year.
WANSUI.
aw3ah6aw9.
the HEART is not cheap.
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